I can't do it any more. I seriously can't. I keep saying I'll start tomorrow and I'll be at "x" weight by "x" date; only to come up with more excuses. I keep flirting with the line of 330 lbs, and it's just not healthy; I may be healthy heart and cholesterol wise, but this weight is eventually going to sit me on the sidelines. I don't want to be the patient the Paramedics see and immediately call for more help to get me out of the house. I want to be able to fit into the clothing I own and love, and not have to worry about finding 4x; which ironically is a new low for me.
Well, I hope that today is the last day I actually say "I'll start tomorrow". Regardless, It probably won't be the P90X program just yet; gotta work my way up to that. Let's see how it goes with exercise on a daily basis.
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